토요일, 11월 26, 2005
3 more days
Heh how time flies past in a twinkling of an eye. Nah, i have not finished all of my exams yet but its 4 down n just one more to go~ yippee..=p
And courtesy of my dear kayee san,
Official countdown :
3 more days!
Heh..cos she was complaining to me today that how come my 10 days countdown became stagnant. Seriously i feel like sleeping right now at this moment but i just couldnt resist the temptation of going online..just for a teeny weenie while at least mah. Haven been online since my last entry le. Which is like a week ago. But considering this week was like pretty hectic..so its understandable. Hmm cant believe i actually survived thru my pharma, microb n jap..Spent far too much time on pharma n ended up spending hardly 2 days on jap n microb. So much so that i ended up sleeping for only 3 hrs last nite..a first for me can..=( Haha ya im a sleeping baby..need my naps n 8 hrs sleep.
Hmm speaking of which, i finally went for my first ever salsa lesson yesterday!! Haha okok i admit, i went for it even though i had to rush for my microb n jap papers the next day. No choice mah, the course date commences yesterday..so not my fault.
Yap anyway, actually had some apprehension about it before going into the dance studio cos the instructor was a botak guy. Lol, oops sorry im not being discriminating here la, just commenting only. Heh. N there were only 4 students including me n juline. So abit weird weird. But the instuctor is really nice lah. N the fact that its such a small class means we can learn more also. So im not complaining..n my 2 new found frens are pretty nice pple too..a pair of sisters, xinyi n huiting. N they said that i din look 21..haha..暗爽..lol.
Overall i think the lesson was ultra fun..haha pple u shld try salsa someday. N to thomas n siyu, ya there were guys for partners so stop saying its sad..=p Even though i admit the place doesnt sound very encouraging..Anyway the most memorable thing i had during my first lesson was this fast turn that the instructor tried on me. N by fast, i really meant fast. Cos it happened n ended in a spilt second. Really..i din even noe what happened lor. Cos i was the first person he called up to do the partnering thing den he only said 'sorry ya im goin to stress u abit' (it means he's sorry he has to use some force on ur back) Den he spun me around le. Without any warning. Haha but it was fun la, really like some amusement park ride. Den i also danced with this guy who kept asking me to relax. Err, ok..but can u stop staring at me so i can dun be so tense? Even juline agreed that he kept looking straight at u while dancing. N taking into consideration that he aint very tall, so that i can stare just at his chest (like my instructor he super tall) i dun really want to be staring at his face lor. Hope next week got shuaier guys join the class..haha..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:10 PM
토요일, 11월 19, 2005
10 more days
Official countdown :
10 more days
Heh in a rather nice mood today cos my mum just bought me rollerblades! Hehz. Now i can finally practise all i want at home n not hafta go all the way to east coast just to spend an hr tryin to learn n another hr tryin not to fall. =) Just hope i will be able to pick it up soon enuf..but i still dunno how to use the lousy brake lor. Hiaks..
Finally finished my last tuition todae. In the midst of my exam period somemore. Poor me. But im jobless from today onwards which can be quite depressing also cos i need
money~ Oh i dreamt of 2226 yesterday den i told my mum to go n buy 4d..if only it will strike den i will be the happiest ger on earth le..haha. N the more idiotic thing was i dreamt i was in this clsroom n i was practising jap..i think with kayee, n 3 more gers from our tc class..den kw was sitting at another table listening to us practise..cant rem much details le..but y do i always dream of sch stuff??
Heh yap zw, im game for what i told u also..i also want to learn that~ n many many other things..lol. Think im super greedy. But i dun care..
Thot abt the thing that was bothering me yesterday..think it was partly my fault also for not being able to keep things to myself. So y shld i shift the blame to other pple? The whole thing is just plain idiotic la. I simply dun understand y it got so blown out of proportion when theres nothing to it. Wu liao..
Kk back to pharmaco n more pharmaco..clofibrate, gemfibrozil, troglitazone, rosiglitazone, indomethacin...sheesh.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 6:40 PM
금요일, 11월 18, 2005
11 days
Official countdown:
11 more days
Time is passing fast. As juline said to me this morning, once the exams start, it also means that they are ending soon. Heh..so 加油，加油，加油！Lol this phrase reminds me of 林志玲 n her super teh voice. Think i still much prefer my aja aja fighting..courtesy of rain n song hae gyo..=)
Hmm..my first paper todae turned out to be quite a disappointment actually. Fancy it pouring cold water on me when it's just the
first paper~ Saddening but nah i have ultra bad memory when it comes to exams n tests. Do le den suan le lor..no use crying over spilt milk. I mean u cant possibly lick the milk off the ground right. Heh ok im kinda digressing here but u get what i mean la.
N i just found out another thing today which also made me quite disappointed. Some pple are just not to be trusted. This time round i wun be pointing fingers but not cos i cant but cos i dun see the need to unless these pple really go overboard. As the case stands, i feel bad enough to the person who has to withstand all these nonsense already. To that person, im sorry for the way things turn out. Even though u say its perfectly fine but i just wan to apologise la. N i hope it will not cont to bother u in any way. Just ignore it k. Thankew.
To the other pple, i rest my case n i wash my hands of u all. So stop making things difficult for me n get on with ur own life.
Sigh i haf an outbreak on my face...luckily my next paper is all the way til next friday so i can hibernate at home in the meantime n try frantically by hook or by crook to resolve the issue. Feeling a tad slack now though. Hiaks this cant go on infinitely. Every morning my dad will wake me up at 530 before he goes for work but after that i will still end up goin back to sleep n waking up at 7. Duh..N now im getting immune to my own hp alarm. Howw marvellous.
*Mars..带领你走出黑暗的悲剧*
很多时候身不由己
我从来不了解
如今我却终于明白
原来什么叫做人言可畏
또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:45 PM
목요일, 11월 17, 2005
12 more days
Hmm, its officially another 12 more days to heaven. Think its quite scary to count down actually, but the days seem to pass more quickly when u do. So i still prefer to count down la. Been doing that for my exams since a long time ago anyway.
Yalor カーイーさん, 私も知らない。。大丈夫だけど、試験が終わったら、いっしょに探しに行きましょう。。これはいい？ =)
Kinda forgot what i wanna blog today but neva mind..think i have not been on msn since last sat le. Heh actually im la but most of the time i appear offline..cos i only came online to write my blog only den i usually take less than 20 mins den i will go off le. So no point mah..but anyway everybody jiayou k..12 more days only!! (to all those whose last paper is LSM3212 human physio la..)
Hmm i wanna revamp my blog but i guess it will have to wait til my exams are over. Plus i just got my dreamweaver so i can learn web design too..hehz. So fun..N jus the other day i was staring at my bathroom n i was thinkin whether i shld revamp it too..make it look like an ocean (cos my tiles are blue so i cant make it into sth else le) Heh ok i very bo liao..but as i said before im game for anything..n i really mean anything..so do not hesitate to jio me for anything during the hols..lol. Oh ok anything besides clubbing n coloring...not interested in the former, n as for the latter its directed to one person only cos nobody else will know what it means le. =p
Ok back to studies...
ps/ i suddenly remembered what i wanted to blog abt. I lurve zaizai's character in Mars..heh. I really dun mind having a bf like him..slightly psychotic but still love the ger lots..n will do anything to protect her. Actually they quarreled ydae in the show n somehow i really understand how he felt..he wasnt angry with her at all, he was angry with the fact that he cldnt do anyting to protect her from gg back to the stepfather who raped her in the past..he was angry with himself..cos it pained him too much..that was why he suggested the breakup..
pps/maybe next time i shld consider being a film/drama critic..とても楽しいと思っているね。。=p
또 울어버렸다.. @ 12:11 PM
수요일, 11월 16, 2005
Hols...
I really really cant wait for the hols. Juline and me are going to go learn salsa! Heh hope can find a suitable beginner course though. N she asked me to go rock climbing also..sounds fun but i know absolutely nothing abt it. But im open to anything la. Somebody once said to me : 'go learn dancing n be a perfect ger.' So here im..trying to accomplish my dream. Hehz.
Hmm, do u think its possible to learn splits by urself? Cos im trying to do that..how i wish my mum had enrolled me in some ballet or acrobatics course when i was young..so fun. Heh. Oh ya kayee also jio me go learn sth right..i dun mind also but do u know where to learn? Last time my fren went with me for a very short workshop but we din learn much. But luckily it was free so not so wasted..=p
Wondering if i shld go n work during the hols. But its really super duper short n i dun wish to spend them on work again which i did last hols.
I dowanna have history repeating itself again!! So maybe not ba although i dun really mind some extra cash. Kelly services called me yday to ask if i was interested in retail positions but i only said i m available after the 29th. So e woman ( w an ultra nice angmo accent) said she would call again nearer to the 29th. See how first lor.
No matter what, i still wanna enjoy my hols. Who knows, they might be my last official school hols ever. Sad hor..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 1:46 PM
화요일, 11월 15, 2005
Another day
Think my previous entry sounded too cynical. But oh well, i cant be bothered la. Write le den write le lor. My mood changes like the tide recently. Exam tension la. I will be fine after 2 weeks. Heh 2 more weeks to freedom, heaven n havoc. Lol. I cant wait for my hols. Got 10001 things to do!
Ohya i almost forgot i was tagged by angel. Supposed to write 5 weird things abt myself right? Lemme think...
1) I dun eat anything white, milky, semi-solid, flowy, 'niam-niam'..err u get the drift la. Eg. mayonnaise, tartar sauce, melted vanilla icecream, salad dressing, yoghurt..
2)Actually i dun eat alot of other things as well. Super picky over my food. Lemme see if i can list down what i dun eat. Cant rem offhand everything though. Anywae here goes some of them: onion, tomato, ginger, yam, 豆腐，豆干，豆芽, raw cabbage, celery, pickles, bittergourd, vinegar, leek, bell pepper, green peas, turnip, salmon, anything raw.....err if i rem more den i will add la.
3) I always leave the crust to the last whenever i eat pizza or curry puff. Cos thats e part i like most. 先苦后甜 mah.
4) I super like to sleep body facing downwards esp when i dun have a bolster cos it gives me comfort. Actually when i was younger i had a more morbid reason for it. Cos i felt that if somebody came to my house and wanted to kill me it wouldnt be so painful being stabbed thru the back then thru the front. Heh ok i think too much.
5) I love to write diaries and letters. Up til now i am on my 4th diary. N my first diary was a polly pocket one complete with lock and key. N the entries were all addressed to jeff chang. Lol. Young can. That time only pri school mah. I have a whole boxful of letters at home also. Think i 前前后后 wrote to at least 30 pple (yilin, peilynn, angie, tammy, jingni, shiyun, kaiting, huiye, xiujuan, christina, allan, priscilla, lynn, gar yan, lixuan, hian zee, juline, chongfee, tf, runbin, natalie, joyce, germaine, ruiwen, huimin, raymond, junhao, an unknown angel which up to now i still dunno who issit, ruoyun, zhiwan..) Still got la but i cant think now. But ever since i gt into uni den neva write le. So anyone wanna be my penpal? Tell me hor. Heh im quite proud of my collection actually. So much memories..^_^
6) I have a button nose. Heh ok that doesnt sound very valid but just thot i would write it down. N my mum has the same nose. Den i will tell her every other day how come she neva 生我美一点。Haha ok spoilt brat behaviour. I grumble for fun only la.
Ok maybe after exams got more time den i will consolidate more facts. Oh junrou, i have 72 stuffed toys (big n small)! Heh. But they are not all on my bed. So pple, do not give me anymore stuffed toys for xmas or birthdaes cos i haf simply too many le..my mum is going mad lor. My 16-member strong carebear family sits on my piano somemore. The oldest and most precious stuffed toy i hav is this 洋娃娃 which i managed to save from my mum's clutches. I got it in pri one when i was first in class. Heh..tt was so long ago..
Oops this entry is super duper long. Im supposed to be studying my primary protein structure!
또 울어버렸다.. @ 11:32 AM
금요일, 11월 11, 2005
Sianz
Somebody is irritating me right now. But the more irritating thing is that im in the midst of my exam period and i dun wish to be distracted. Well, i dunno. Maybe deep down i already cant be distracted by it. But u never know when will the scar resurface. I just chose to ignore it all along thats all even though the scar was obviously right under my nose.
I keep telling myself, nah its alright. Im ok with it. So stop rubbing salt into my wounds and let me do what i want. But I guess this world still doesnt work the way u want it to, afterall. Sorry. I cant do what u want me to do now. Nobody's in the wrong or in the right. I dun blame anyone neither do i blame myself. It all boils down to fate.
Enuff said.
I just read someone's blog. Someone who used to be very important to me. Can i know how much memories a person can have throughout her entire life? Im curious u noe. Will i regret doing something or not doing something if something was to happen to me tmr? Probably. Im suddenly curious to know who will be the saddest at my demise. Ok im getting morbid. But thats the truth mah. Anyway im only thinking. As i said 10001 times before, nobody is indispensable in this world. Time passes and wounds heal. End of story. Period.
Tmr shall mark my mugging period. Im wasting my time everyday. Die la..aiyo.
Realisation just striked me straight in the face. Oh. Now i know why my 'status' is so insignificant. Fine.
Mug. Mug. Mug.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:16 PM
일요일, 11월 06, 2005
Hmm
Actually i dun really feel like blogging right now. Im super disappointed in myself cos im really taking my own sweet time to study when my first paper is like next friday? Siandiao.
Can anything or anyone make me smile right now? Think so. But..i cant ask for too much.
Just watched 张信哲 on tv. Kinda miss him though..makes me think that i will never forget all those pple whom i liked before over all these years. I always thot everyone was like me, but nah im wrong. Some pple forget easily. Which is good i guess, in some circumstances. But to me, i prefer to have my memories with me. Be it of my idols, or my frens or just the pple around me, i still much prefer to remember what i did with them and more importantly, what they made me feel when i was with them.
Some pple, they can just make u happy by being with them.
I hope i was at least one of them to someone. Anyone. That would have been nice. i think.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:40 PM
토요일, 11월 05, 2005
Slacking
Hmm, i offically slacked one whole Saturday away. Hiaks. How huh. My motivation for the exams has totally flown out of the window. Or did it even came by at all? *shrugs* Just read that angel dun intend to blog for the exam period. One less blog to read! =p Think i will still be blogging quite frequently though cos its a stress outlet for me. Kinda lah. Nothing to do at home, i mean besides studying mah.
Anyway so sad i missed an episode of my Mars. Cos i couldnt wake up at 430am yesterday after all despite using one alarm clock and my hp alarm. The weirdest thing is that i din even hear or remember hearing that it rang, not to mention, switching it off. Dunno y i always cant wake up at 430. My second attempt le and both times i really dun recall my alarm going off lor. See ghost..hiaks. And although kw's wakeup msg came at 351am i only saw the blue flashing light at 530am..See..i haf no affinity with my Mars. =(
Anyway my TFKC is ending tmr. So fast. One less show to chase le. Nah, actually not lah. Cos i think most prob i will be watchin the show after that too although i cant stand leon williams n cyndi. But watch for fun lor. Its still an 偶像剧 mah. I will watch anything as long as its a taiwan 偶像剧, korean, jap or tvb show. Ohh speaking of which, i just watched the singapore 金曲奖. Cos of my JJ. Faye's hair looked quite bad todae. Still prefer her old hairstyle, which is the one i want anywae. Big waves at the bottom of the hair. =) Actually i was hoping to see sylvester sing also but they din show that part so too bad lor. Ehh 张栋梁 was quite cute also. Lol. Think i like him cos he resembles kim jae won. Of cos kjw still looks better but i like both of them now lah.
I like JJ's dimples! Hehz.
*exam period = bored*
*jap oral test = disaster*
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:03 PM
목요일, 11월 03, 2005
Another day
Hmm i suddenly feel like having a tortoise. Lol i dunno why the image of a tortoise coming towards me is stuck in my mind. Ok, before anyone start imagining a giant 50-foot turtle-like thingy coming towards me, i meant the small one. As in cos i like to study while lying on the floor (stomach down) den i think it will be quite cute if i have a tortoise besides me.
Nvm if u cant imagine it.
I just want a tortoise. Thats e main point lah. Actually i wan a land tortoise but i think its not for sale. Well im not sure. Does anyone know of any miniature breed? Cos i dun really want it to grow up leh.
Hmm so fast..next week is my last 3 daes of school le. N 2 of them is just for jap. Kinda think i will miss school. Haha ok i think i will miss my frens more. Nobody to argue with me and entertain me! =( Which reminds me of wat angel did to me during pharma lect ydae..(lol, i jus typed this den she msned me) She outraged my modesty...*sobsob* haha dun ask me wat she did though..i shy u noe..=p
Ok wat am i doing here when i still have my lab report n protein to study?
-lost-
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:24 PM